There are people around me that I would love to yell at right now.
It's really hard to do a psychology paper when there are so many people talking right now, it's hard to concentrate.
I had to use every fiber of my being to wake up this morning. I really did not want to get up.
It's not like I was tired or anything, it was just the fact of actually having to face the day. It wasn't something I was actually looking forward to doing.
I still don't want to face the day, but here I am, at school, really wishing I was home again.
But I don't want to walk all the way there... it's a little long and extremely cold when you're in the beginning of a Northern winter without a coat.
It's true, I don't own a coat.
It would be nice if I did own a coat, you know. And one that was actually nice, so I don't have to look like a total retard, or have people notice that I'm super poor and can't seem to afford things I need.
It really isn't all that fair, when you think about it.
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Some guy is bashing Twilight, and I don't blame him. It's beginning to be a fad, and nothing else. He says it's badly written and every one in the book speaks the same way, and Bella's detective work is slightly extraordinary considering generations of people have been living in Forks, and yet Bella, who only just moved there, figures it all out that Edward and his "family" are vampires.
How coincidental.
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Things are getting stressful at the house again. There are just some people that I wouldn't like to be around at all. They are annoying, and do nothing but complain about everything - not to mention swear, and call everyone a bitch. Or, wonder LOUDLY "Who spiked their BITCH FLAKES".
Honestly, I don't care who spiked whose bitch flakes. The only thing I'm conserned about is doing what I have to do, and getting on with my life. I don't care about the other residents' issues, I don't care what was on CSI, Criminal Minds, or Grey's last night. I don't even care what happened with you and your boyfriend. I just want to live my life, and that's all I want to do at this point.
You know what, she should get her own blog and complain about everything there. Isn't that what all the cool kids are doing these days?
I'm just glad I don't have an chores tonight, because it leaves more time for sleep.
I don't know why I am always feeling so sleep deprived lately. I just want to stay in my bed and just lay there.
Yesterday, we had a meeting about H1N1. The staff explained to us proper handwashing. The last truth about this is that most of the residents do not know how to properly wash their hands.
It's not that hard. You can wash your hands to the tune to "Happy Birthday". Remember, not the fast way, but the normal, syllabic way.
They had also informed us that if we felt sick, that we should inform them and our temperature should be taken. Also, they would ask to take our temperature if they felt that we looked sick.
Trouble is, they haven't bothered me about it, and I've been secretly sick for three weeks now.
I've had a cough, fever, runny nose, headaches, you name it. For two weeks, I have been silently throwing up in front of them, but they don't notice because I'm always trying to keep it down.
I would do anything to stay in bed for days. It would be fantastic to be able to stay in bed and sleep all day. I want to stay in bed for YEARS if I could. I would give up food for this. I just want to sleep and sleep and sleep.
What I don't like is the fact that nothing is making me happy anymore. The fact that there are like, a pack of nerds around the chalkboard explaining some wierd theory, is a stereotypical nightmare. And something is wrong looking with some girl's face. They were talking about being able to talk to dogs, and now they are in a big debate about where the atom came from, and logically thinking what exactly started the big bang, and what the big bang was before it.. well, BANGed.
Ugh. Evolution. Another topic for another time.
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