TGIF

Thank God It's Friday.

This is sooo true.

I really am glad it's friday today.

So, this morning, like usual I had to be late for school, once again. Woke up at 8, the time I’m supposed to be leaving for school at. Not really all that troubling, considering I knew that in my first class, all we would be doing is reading comics and then trying to make a comic that resembles married life, or something of the sort.

Which is all okay with me, I don’t mind reading comics. It’s the drawing part that bothered me, because I never really knew how to draw in the first place. I can’t draw worth anything, but my teacher was all like, “I am not evaluating your drawing skills, just the message that comes out of the comic itself.” I was like, “Okay, but what if the message isn’t clear because the drawing is so messed-up?” She didn’t say a word, but I think she might have said something along the lines of: “Just try your best, and see what happens.”

So I didn’t end up at school until around 9:30, meaning that my first class teacher was already well into her class, and she was, when I got there. Truth be told, I only had time to read the newspaper comics before the bell rang and we had to leave. Which is alright with me, because you know… my artistic talents… :P

Let’s just say, thank god for Friday. Although, I know it’s not going to get any better throughout the weekend, because unlike everyone else, I always have something I have to do, and I never get to sleep as much as I really want to. There’s always someone at my door, there’s always someone who says I have to do this, and do that, and “Can you do me favors?” that it really drives you crazy. No wonder I’m always so exhausted. I’m so sleep deprived I don’t know what to do with myself anymore.

If you’re wondering about my love life, it’s non-existant. And I’m kind of glad for that, because I really don’t need a love life right now, with all the chaos that goes on. Plus, once I do hook up with someone, it’s just drama from then on and it’s just something that’s really not worth the work.

Brandon asked me how come I don’t have a boyfriend. I told him I didn’t know, but I know damn well why. It’s not that I’m not attractive, and it’s not because I don’t have personality, because I am attractive and I’ve been told I have a great personality and that I’m fun to be around and everyone’s mood brightens up when they are around me. I don’t have a boyfriend because there’s always something I have to do. I can’t have a boyfriend, because we would never hang out, never be with each other. Plus, things are so much easier to deal with single. I already have to deal with the nonsense of family and school and home.. which isn’t the same thing as family, by far not the same thing, that there’s just too much to do, and my brain and my heart can’t handle worrying about another person that’s supposed to be important to me and an important aspect in my life.

That’s why.

I’m excited to get my note for my 45 minute presentation yesterday afternoon. I like what I did and I’m so excited to see what my note is.

I still have to wait quite a while for it too, which bugs me a little. I know I did a good job, but sometimes when I think I did a good job, I am usually quite wrong.

I'm so bored right now, I think I might post something else soon.