2009-09-16

&& There's so much left to say...

There are somethings you never quite understand. Like how come it’s been so long since I even bothered to update my blog. So much has happened since the last time I posted, it’s ridiculous.Like, I moved out of that apartment in the beginning of September. I’m still trying to get all of my stuff back. Rose never worked out. Like, you know, the one that convinced me to move in with her in the first place? Yeah, she left in July. I stayed at that apartment only 2 more months than she. What can you do? That two bedroom was a thousand dollars a month. And, for how bad the condition of it was, I’m surprised I even stayed in there that long. I eventually got another roommate, but she never bothered to pay a single months rent – and therefore got me kicked out. She also stole and hocked a ton of my stuff, which I later found out about. I’m still quite upset about it. I mean, I bought food, and accessories and all this stuff, and she has the liberty of taking my possessions and selling them. Most of them had sentimental value, you know. Well, enough about that. I started school. I hate my classes. I really do. I don’t even know why I even bother. I have a project in my media arts class that’s due tomorrow, and I haven’t seen my partner in days. Do I do it all by myself, and then quickly explain it all to her tomorrow? Or what? Because, I’m at a loss.
I’ve moved into my mother’s house temporarily and I got such a welcome from my sister. I know I’m imposing on her life, I can tell. I care about my sister, but sometimes, I swear she’s…
Ugh. Nevermind.
All I know is that now.. I have no direction. I’m just a leaf blowing in the wind, as they say.

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